bloody indecision

i have found you
positioned in the worst ways
standing in the worst place
and breeding self distrust
and i have seen your
bites behind the earlobes
praying for forgiveness
for the surfaces you touch

i have pardoned your acts of great denial
projections will go for miles
without these shadows in the way

stagnate!
you've left too much
in the back of your mind
valuable hopes
stagnate in the attic
the dust conceals
and the mystery tightens
your potential better left unknown
the recognition is frayed
you brace the walls
as the paradigm is shifting
the recognition betrayed
collect yourself
while still ashamed

I have pardoned your acts
of great denial
without these shadows in the way
I guess the bloody and the broken
hinged upon the fences
never could decide, never could decide
I guess the bloody and the broken are
hinged upon the fences